I was looking outside the window, staring at the snow falling. There were some people outside, mostly children playing with the snow and creating snowman, and some elders. All of them has smiles plastered on their faces and I knew from there that they could feel the holiday spirit.
My eyes then landed on the young couple at the side of the road, they were holding a cup of hot sweet corn as they feed each other. A small smile appeared on my lips as I imagined that the couple was me and Zhanaia but the smile immediately vanished when I remembered that it has been a year now since I totally lost communication with her.
Oh, no, I didn't lose communication with her, I just chose to cut my communications with her. It has been five years now since we parted ways because I needed to pursu
