BLUE’S POV
It was time to clean up my act.
I messed up. I admit it. I own it.
So I did what I should have done before-I stopped licking my wounds and reclaimed my life.
I dyed my hair back to its original glossy raven shade. I kind of missed it. I loved my clothes so I wasn’t giving that up for nothing.
I lost my son, my dignity, my sense of reason and I also lost the only person that helped me keep my sanity. I lost my best friend. Actually I lost all my friends. Terrel was mad at me for what I did to Corbyn and for keeping secrets from her. Not that I could blame her-I was a lousy friend and an even lousier mother.
I got AJ on weekends and although it wasn’t enough, it was a start. I would accept whatever crumbs were thrown my way right now.
I had started to focus on school and tr
