Four Years Ago-a

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Rhere's more. Ask her about four years ago.*I read it three times before I set the phone down on the desk, careful, like it might go off in my hand.Four years ago. I try to place myself there. Four years ago I was still working out of a shared desk at a co-working space on 23rd Street, splitting the monthly fee with two guys who made apps for dog walkers. I hadn't met Maya yet. Not for another year.Whatever this is, it happened before me.I sit with that for a long moment, watching the gray light get stronger outside the window, and then I do the thing I've been avoiding all night. I call David.He picks up on the second ring, voice rough with no sleep. "You're up.""I need everything you can find on Delaney's firm," I say. "Going back five years. Before Vantage."A pause. "Why five years?""Just do it, David.""Ethan." His voice changes, careful now, the way it gets when he thinks I'm about to do something he'll have to talk me out of. "What did you find?"I look at the photograph still open on my screen. Maya's folded hands. The blank subject line. The blocked number that keeps texting me things I don't want to be true."I don't know yet," I say. "That's why I need the files."He doesn't push further. That's the thing about David — he knows when pushing costs more than it gets him. "Give me a few hours," he says, and hangs up.---I shower at the office. There's a small gym on the third floor with a locker room nobody uses except the two engineers who run marathons on weekends, and I stand under the water longer than I need to, letting it run hot until my skin turns pink, like maybe that will scrub off some of what happened in the last twelve hours.It doesn't. Nothing about last night comes off that easy.By the time I'm dressed again, my phone has six missed calls. Three from Priya. Two from unknown numbers I don't recognize and don't call back. One from Maya.No voicemail. Just the missed call sitting there on the screen like a question I'm not ready to answer.---The office starts filling in around eight thirty, and it's quieter than it should be. I notice the gaps before anyone tells me about them. Three empty desks on the design floor. A fourth cleared out completely, nothing left on it but a coiled phone charger nobody bothered to take.Priya catches me by the elevator, tablet against her chest like a shield. "Sarah put in her notice yesterday afternoon. Marcus and Tim went this morning. They heard about the restructuring and didn't want to wait to find out if they were on the list."Sarah. She helped pick the shade of blue for our very first logo, sitting cross-legged on the floor of that cold apartment, arguing with me for forty minutes about whether it looked too much like every other tech company's blue."Get her on the phone," I say."She's not answering, sir. I already tried."I nod slowly and keep walking, past the empty desks, past a kitchen area with a coffee machine nobody's using, and for a second I just stand there and stare at it like it's supposed to explain something to me.David finds me there twenty minutes later, laptop bag over his shoulder, eyes red at the edges."You look worse than yesterday," he says."Thanks."He sets the bag down on the counter and pulls out a folder — actual paper, not digital, the kind of thing he only does when he doesn't trust email with whatever's inside. "I found the emergency session. Three weeks before the vote. Delaney called it himself, closed door, no calendar invite sent to the full board. I wasn't on the list. Most of the board wasn't.""Who was?""Delaney. And Maya." He watches my face when he says her name, like he's checking how much it costs me to hear it. "That's it. Just the two of them." I already knew that. The photograph told me that much last night. But hearing David confirm it, out loud, in daylight, makes it heavier somehow. Real in a different way."There's something else," David says, and slides a printed page across the counter toward me. "I went back further, like you asked. Found something in an old due diligence file from our Series A round. Before Delaney invested in us directly, his firm did a smaller deal with another startup. It folded eventually. But there's a name on the cap table I wasn't expecting."I look down at the page. A list of early investors and advisors, names and percentages, the kind of document nobody reads unless they're specifically looking for something.Third from the bottom. M. Reyes — Financial Advisor.*Four years ago. A different company. Before Vantage. Before me."That can't be her," I say, even as something in my chest is already telling me it is."Common enough name," David says, but he doesn't sound like he believes it either. "I don't know, Ethan. I'm not saying it means anything bad. Maybe she worked with his firm before you two even met. Maybe it's nothing.""Then why does it feel like something."David doesn't answer that. He just closes the folder and slides it toward me. "I need to get back before people notice I disappeared with paperwork. Do what you need to do with it. But be careful. If this turns into something ugly, I want us protected, not exposed."He leaves. I stand there with the folder in my hand, the coffee machine humming quietly beside me, and for the first time all morning I let myself really consider it. Maya. Delaney. A connection stretching back years before Vantage was even an idea whispered between two exhausted people on a cold apartment floor.---My phone buzzes again around eleven. Maya, this time by text.*I know you're angry. I know I haven't explained anything. Please just give me a little more time.*I stare at the message a long time, my thumb hovering, the folder from David still sitting open on my desk, her name printed in small gray letters four years back.*How much more time do you need*, I type back.The three dots appear immediately, like she's been sitting there with the phone in her hand, waiting.Then they vanish. Then they come back. This happens four times before an answer finally lands.*Not long. I promise. Just trust me a little longer.*Trust. After a week of watching my company come apart at the seams, after Sarah's chair sitting empty on the design floor, after a private meeting I wasn't invited to and a name on a four-year-old document that isn't supposed to mean anything and somehow means everything, she wants me to trust her a little longer.I don't answer.---
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