Four Years Ago-b

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At noon, I have calls scheduled with three of our biggest clients — the kind of accounts that keep the lights on when everything else is shaking. I almost cancel. I don't think I have it in me to sound steady when nothing in me is steady right now.I do it anyway. I put on the voice I use for investors, calm and even, and I spend forty minutes telling people who don't need to know the truth that everything is fine, that this is a normal restructuring, that our roadmap hasn't changed. My hands shake under the desk the whole time. Nobody on the other end of the line can see that. That's the only mercy in any of it. When the last call ends, Priya knocks again. "Someone's here to see you. No appointment. Says it's urgent. Her name is Grace — used to work in finance here, a few years back."I don't recognize the name, but something in my gut already knows this isn't going to be a normal conversation. "Send her in."Grace walks in carrying a worn bag against her shoulder, glancing back at the door before she lets it close behind her. She's maybe late thirties, dressed plainly, the kind of nervous that comes from having decided something is more important than her own comfort."Mr. Cole. I'm sorry to just show up. I used to work in the finance department, before your time expanded the whole floor. I left about two years ago.""I don't think we've met," I say carefully."You wouldn't remember me. I wasn't senior enough for that. But I still hear things. And I heard about the restructuring." She glances at the door again. "I used to work closely with accounts tied to Marcus Delaney's firm. Before I left."My whole body goes still in a way I don't fully control. "What about them?""There were irregularities," she says, quieter now. "Numbers that didn't add up the way they should have. I tried to raise it with my manager at the time and got told to drop it. Not long after that, I was let go. Officially it was budget cuts. I never fully believed that."She reaches into her bag and pulls out a folded piece of paper, sliding it across the desk toward me the same way David did an hour earlier, like this office has suddenly become a place where people only bring me paper because they don't trust anything digital."I kept a few things. Just in case. Given what's happening now, I thought you should see this."I unfold it. A printed spreadsheet, the ink slightly faded, transaction dates running back almost four years. My eyes move down the column until they land on a name that makes the room tilt slightly around me. Maya Reyes. Same name. Same year as the cap table David found. A transaction tied directly to Delaney's firm, dated a full year before Vantage even existed as an idea between us."What is this," I say, my voice barely holding steady."I don't know exactly what it means," Grace says. "I just know her name kept surfacing in files connected to his firm, long before she ever worked here. I assumed it was coincidence at the time. Common enough name. But then I heard she was the one who voted for the restructuring, and it stopped feeling like a coincidence to me."I look up from the page. "Thank you for bringing me this."She nods, quick and uneasy, like she's already regretting how long she stayed, and leaves without another word.---I sit alone with the paper in front of me for a long time after she's gone. Maya's name. Four years back. Tied to Delaney before either of us knew the other existed.I think about the photograph again. The private room. The folder neither of them opened. Her hands folded so tight in her lap.I think about the blocked number, the message sitting in my inbox from last night. Ask her about four years ago. Somebody wanted me to find exactly this. Somebody wanted me sitting at this desk, staring at this page, feeling the ground shift under everything I thought I understood about the woman I've spent two years loving.My phone buzzes one more time. Maya again. Can we talk tonight. I think I'm finally ready to tell you everything.*I stare at those words until they blur slightly at the edges. Everything. I don't know what that word even means anymore. I don't know if it means the truth that saves us, or the truth that finally, completely, ends us.I type back one word.*Fine.*Then I fold Grace's paper in half, slide it into my desk drawer next to the photograph I can't stop looking at, and sit there in the quiet of my office, waiting for a night I'm not sure I'm ready for — wondering if the woman I'm about to sit across from is the same one I fell in love with, or someone I never actually knew at all.
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