His Dream Girl

Episode:-7 Lovey Dovey

Samar... 

As I decided before to find Noor crush.  I contacted my one very close friend who is absolutely amazing in hacking. He can hack anything. So I decided to asked him for my help. Because I want to hack Noor social media accounts. 

And on my humble request he got convinced and hacked Noor Friendbook account,  vinstagram account and whoApp account too. And he logged in her I'd in my Iphone.  Now I can use her Accounts,  I can check them anytime and she will not even know about it. 

'Samar you are so talented dude' my inner voice said. Then without wasting any time I opened her friendbook . And there I found lots of things.  Lots of message request from many boys but she didn't replied any of them.  That's interesting. 

But there was a chat which I found little bit suspicious. Because on that conversation she was talking with him very sweetly. With lots of stickers. So I decided to read that whole conversation  from starting and after reading that. I got to know that he is the one whom I was searching desperately from last few days. 

His name is Zubin Ahmad.  I checked his profile and he seems to be a decent boy.  Impressive... Nice choice miss Noor.  Then  I opened her vinstagram account and there was everything fine,  nothing suspicious.  Then at last I opened her WhoApp. 

And in her WhoApp there was a contact which was saved by AMORE . AMORE is the Italian word for LOVE.  And seriously I was laughing that time because  does she really thinks that she loves him?. Like really?... Then I started reading there conversation. 

And that was Mr. Whatever I mean Mr.  Zubin Ahmad.  They were talking very sweetly.  Seriously the way they were talking was difficult for me to accept.  Because they were  talking like hello saanchi you was looking very cute today like a pikachu.  

And then Noor replied thanku so much my zubi zubi zubin.... Like seriously? What the f**k is this. They both are adults and they are behaving like fourteen years old NIBBA and NIBBI . " NIBBA" basically is the word used for teenager who fall in love with the NIBBI ( female version of NIBBA). And think he will get married to her (NIBBI) .  and have kids in future. But in reality nothing happens like this.

So I was laughing that time because I didn't expect this from Noor.  I know she behaves childish but I didn't expect this much.  Does she really thinks that her parents will allow her to marry that Zubin Ahmad?.  Because I don't think so. 

I was enjoying while reading there conversation.  And I got to know that Noor likes Zubin smile a lot.  She is totally flat on his smile. And for checking this I checked his profile picture again. And OK I accept that he is cute. 

He is tall,  he is smart and genuinely he has a amazing smile.  And now I am feeling something different inside me. Some kind of burning I guess I am feeling after checking his profile picture.  But I don't know why?. In these eight years I have never saw her face to face. 

I only saw her on the photographs and sometimes on the video calls. Her sister used to show me her face while she was sleeping. She didn't know about this. And I  really don't know that has she ever checked my profile?. 

Has she ever noticed my features?. I don't have any idea about this.  And after reading her lovey dovey conversation with her crush. I realised that in reality she is serious about him. I thought it was just a affection  but now I  am thinking that it is more than just a affection. 

So now what should I do? Should I ignore this?  Or should I stop her by doing this? How could she forgets about me so easily? Doesn't she loved me in the past? Does she really going to marry that Mr.  Whatever in future?. 

But why I am over thinking about this.  This is her life and she can do anything like that.  If I can be happy without her then she also can be happy without me. There is nothing wrong I guess . But why my heart Is saying no for this?. 

My brain is sending me signal that she is doing right but my heart seems to be work differently.   the rate of heart beating increased rapidly  inside me but why?.

Maybe because  my male ego is not allowing me to let her live happily. Afterall she is the reason why we are separated. And now she is living her life so happily.  And just look at me. Even after living in America my whole focus is always towards her. 

I am the fool who always thinks about her.  

SERIOUSLY I AM A DUMBASS....