Chapter Five – To Be ASport Teacher
** Ti Yu jiao Shi**
Ever since Ilost White Swan, I had been feeling guilty. She had occupied such alarge space of my heart that I could often see her standing infront of me. Sometimes she had her head lowered with tears in hereyes, as if she had to have a lot of words to say but couldn’tspeak. Sometimes she was smiling at me as if she were wishing mewell. I would curse and beat myself. I hated myself. I even wantedto commit suicide. I had apologized to her. I had begged herforgiveness. But she had refused to forgive me.
She evenpreferred to marry a widower who was fifteen years older than shewas. I knew why she had done so. She had deliberately sacrificedherself to hurt me. She was such a stubborn girl. I still wanted toremedy it, but I didn’t have th
