How could I read when my head kept going over all my days with him since I met him? How could I sleep for when I closed my eyes my mind brought his face before me? I couldsee his smile, I could hear his laugh and feel his touch. I could smell him as if he was just there only to open my eyes and lay them on the empty pillow. I giggle and turned around, laughing at something he had said a month ago. I bit my nails, blushing as hell remembering the way it felt to have his arm circle on my back. I shook my head, turned around loving it to no end even though I would literally be the walking dead the next day. Morning came and not even the lack of sleep could tame my shine. Not even the cold water could have me frown as I stood under the shower totally having not realized how cold they

