******Raymond******
I really do not like the way I feel right now...on edge, bouncy, perturbed. Its not supposed to be...at all. I'm meant to be feeling excited, eager and extremely nervous but all I have right now is a foreboding feeling. Like something's gonna happen.
Would she cancel?
Naaa.. the thought of her cancelling doesn't give me chills. But I already have chills for some f*****g reason...it's driving me crazy!!
It started with a really bad dream, I couldn't see clearly but it felt like my life force was being taken from me..like I couldn't breathe but one thing I could see clearly and remember clearly as well is a face of a woman I did not and still do not recognize staring down at me.
She didn't look scary at all, she looked like an angel, probably better but her eyes.. t
