I needed to distance myself and gather my thoughts. Leon has actually been travelling quite a lot which meant that Jayson spent most of the last two weeks with me and my family. I locked my car and walked up to my mom's house. she was taking care of Jason whilst I went to some important meetings about my book. I just wanted to see my boy. " is that you Lizzy" I heard moms voice from the lounge. I kicked off my shoes and placed my bag on the table before heading towards her voice. I expected to see Jason babbling on, seeing him running around the house but it was like he wasn't here. Mom sat next to Jayson on the carpet as he stared at the Tv as a cartoon was playing. " have you tired him out, is that why youre so quiet" I said jokingly as I bent down to kiss my moms cheek and then I

