Alicia I ran out of the house and kept running for some time. Why is it always running in my life? Is this my complete life? Just running and running from every f*****g thing? I ran out of breath and stopped at a park. I sat down on one of the benches and broke into tears. Yeah, I know my demand was sudden and a little insensible. And it was okay if he had just yelled at me. But really? I am his but he ain’t mine? What does that even mean? That clearly means that he is just using me… I tried to stop myself from crying more, but the tears won’t stop. That was the first time I felt so connected, and so close to someone but in return… I got nothing. Just nothing. I started thinking of where I would go. I have no place and I only have my clothes and no food that would help me s

