As we make our way to the front of the boat, Leo leans in. “You don’t have to do this.” “But we had an agreement?” Leo shrugs his shoulders. “That was for fun. I wouldn’t want to do this if you weren’t into it.” We’ve made our way to the front of the ship. I take in Leo, and a shiver runs up my spine. I do want this. I never would’ve thought that ‘d enjoy our little game as much as I did. Maybe it’s just the hormones talking, but I feel liberated. Doing what I just did with Leo felt exhilarating and empowering, in a weird kind of way. I feel like I’ve shed some of my shame by confronting my demons. Coming in front of strangers was definitely a fear of mine, but by owning it, embracing it, I’d reclaimed it as part of my sexuality. I don’t know what magic Leo worked on my body, but I w

