‘How do you feel about multiple men?’ I read Cole's text over twice to make sure I’m seeing things correctly. After a few minutes of debating whether there’s any alternative explanations to what I think Cole is saying, I give up and decide to just ask. ‘What do you mean?’ He responds immediately. ‘f*****g multiple men, Jacqueline.’ ‘At the same time?’ ‘Yes.’ Holy f**k. I was not expecting things to escalate so quickly this early on in Cole's and I’s relationship. When I signed up for a profile on the sugar baby website, I wasn’t sure exactly what I was looking for. Maybe some fun. Money. Something different. I wasn’t ready to admit it to myself at the time, but deep down I was also looking to experiment sexually. I’ve always been into more dominant men and have tried bringing it up

