As that horrible thought crosses my mind I let out a choked gasp and cover my mouth tightly, shocked at myself. Disgusted with myself.
I know Rosie's gone to see Mallory, so I walk to her room and lock myself in there to compose myself.
Just like I told my sister, I want this baby. It's a gift from Mother Nature and I know it's going to be a part of my heart and a little creature that will have all my love, but I absolutely don't want to go through all that one more time.
It doesn't matter that the conditions are different now.
I told Daniel that I already forgave him and that's true... but at what point will I stop remembering everything I suffered because of him and stop resenting him? It's not like I want to keep holding on to those horrible negative feelings, but it's impossible
