Viola
When I realized that Mathew was there watching me.I acted normally as if I wasn’t seeing him.I tried to control myself and I think that I succeeded in hiding my love for him,hiding how much I missed him and how I wanted to run to his chest and hug him tightly and confess that I can’t live without him.
But I wanted to be stronger,I couldn’t and wouldn’t kneel down his feet like a w***e and act as if nothing happened at all.
He should be the one who does this thing.
He should kiss my feet to forgive him,no,even his words won’t be something I could accept or believe.My ears will definitely j******f the words boldly.I need actions and reactions that can’t be seen and touched and sensed clearly.
I am fed up with the nice words!Actually,he didn’t even speak to me in a good way before,
