Crap! And I actually said it. Now it makes me nervous what will he say?
But as I was waiting for his response, Amanikable scoops my belly with his swift arms and flips me gradually to face him. "I ask you if you like the cabin and you answer me how many women have already slept here?" His response was so seductive yet hides a side of viciousness. I could not really escape from this side of him.
"I don't mean to offend--" he didn't even let me finish as he quickly pushes me into the bed. His full weight prevents my body to move while pressing my arms above my head when he said, "Why do wish to know?" or more like interrogate.
I tilted my head away from him. He stares at me that instantly made me drowned so deep into his oceanic-blue eyes. In this current position that we are in, becoming too indulged by his presence—which is an inch before me—is quite a dangerous gratification and I won't even risk myself to that.
"Nothing, I-I...well, I—" but as I was trying my best to answer him, the words just seem to have already escaped my mind. It was so quick that I wish I could have expressed them first when I needed it the most. I hate it when there will come a time like this that I don't prefer telling what's in my thought, but my tongue just acts the other way around and spoiling everything by spilling it out and acting on its own. But when I wish to say something, it just voluntarily exits and abandons me like a fool.
Despite Amanikable's weight that's preventing me to move, I still continue to struggle and force him to get off me but he's a lot stronger than I thought when he separated my hand above me and spreading wide them on each side of my head. He then lowered his head enough to breathe in my jaws until he reaches the lower side before my eyes and mumbled, "Were you perhaps concerned you might not be the first woman I ever brought here? or was it jealousy I sense?" he was quick to ponder as if reading into my thoughts once more. His enthralling deep and flirtatious voice thrilled the thin hair of my skin as I felt his warm breath penetrating through it.
"Me? Jealous? Excuse me! Now would you let me go?" I protested while still battling to get off his grip yet he still refuses to let me go.
And instead, "Look at me, Emalia!" he suddenly ordered. It sounded dominating that I had no choice but to look back at him because it made me stirred up by just hearing it. And just as I move my head back, I was so dazed to find the tip of my nose bumping into his. Not even an inch can be considered as a term to describe how close he is right now before my face.
My chest began to break its silence by rapidly disclosing the loud thuds created by that big pumping machine inside me—that is my heart. I wonder if he could hear it as well because its disturbance is slowly deafening me especially now that he is barely saying anything after forcing me to look at him.
What does he want now?
I just hope he won't force himself to take my purity in here. Right now, I am completely at the side of my disadvantage. I can't escape nor even fight back. Should he continue with his motives, I would definitely hate him and curse him for the rest of my life. Well, that's how I should've reacted and must have acted. And yet, I have been staring blankly at his oceanic-blue eyes for a longer time than I have imagined. they just seem to be too captivating to ignore.
And during this viewing moment, Amanikable uttered before my face, "This submarine was recently customized for your sake, so how come another woman would've slept here first?"
"well, I thought—"
"Let me tell you what I thought," He said as he squeezed in his leg between my feeble thighs. I let out a little groan from his sudden pressure before I could realize he was enjoying the view from my reaction. and then he continued, "Sleep with me and you'll be the first woman to have that title."
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Hearing it straight from his filthy mouth left a disgusting thought in my head. Did he actually think I would get aroused after he asked me to sleep with him?
I pushed him away by giving all my energy out. This time I forced him off me with all my might despite how heavy he is. It took me so much energy to get him off, and thankfully this time I succeeded. Soon as I'm good to move—in as quickly as possible—I sprung off the bed and settle myself at the edge of a corner away from him.
My eyes were gulped with extreme anger. "What do you think you're doing?" I complained. Did he bring me here so he can freely harass me?
"Answering your obnoxious opinion against me." He firmly answered. I can't believe he actually responded to me so calmly as if he hadn't just assaulted me a while back.
"You really have to go that far just to answer me? And what was so loathsome about asking if there were people who had been here before me?"
"You're being unbearably irrational. Haven't you realize that this submarine was newly built? Why do you have to ask if I had taken someone, let alone a woman, here to sleep with me?"
I became silent for a moment after hearing his words. Is my reaction really that nonsensical? I tried to think of a good defense but somehow, he was probably right as ideas ridiculously left me out in an instance.
"It seems that silence means you've realized I am correct." He said breaking the stillness of the situation.
And as he rose to walk further closer to me, I felt my knees wobbled in fear that he may harass me once more. It's impossible to escape as his broad physique blocks the pathway before the exit. I'm left closing my eyes anticipating the worst to befall on me. But unexpectedly, what he did wasn't what I actually predicted.