Once more, I tried to carefully understand what does she mean. There’s a part of me that somehow tells me I shouldn’t be believing any of it. That portion is also responsible for why am I still confused up to this moment. And even if I wish to just withdraw from the very thought, it just won’t easily subside. Like a broken stereo, it just keeps on reeling within my mind over and over. And the intensity of how it distracts me is what keeps the struggle from escaping this whole mess impossible to get through. “It’s pointless. You’ll only be stuck here as your body slowly deteriorates in the reality.” “What exactly do you mean about that?” The voice heaves a sigh. Was she really done for about explaining things to me at least? At this moment, I suppose trying the option she’s telling

