CHAPTER 84
Whenever I look at Florante now, I couldn't help but feel both worried and guilty. Worried that at any moment this illness might actually take away his life while he is in slumber, and then guilty because I am the reason why Florante has been suffering this way. The conscience will forever haunt me down and that's what terrifies me. Although, what I fear the most is the idea of Florante actually dying and leaving me here all alone. Being this close with him for quite a long period, It never crosses my mind to actually fear losing him. To feel the loneliness that it would bring not seeing him anymore. Thinking about it just unbelievably gives me the heavy feeling of sorrow I wish I would never encounter. That's why I am being very pushy towards Leandro to actually allow me to help him. I
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