"If you love him Lyra, you'll kill him." The words came from the dark. I didn’t see anything. I could not see Kael. I could not see the baby. I couldn’t even see my own hands. But I could hear him. Kael!" I could hear his breathing somewhere ahead. Quick. Ouch. Then a low growl shivered the darkness. Kael! I ran toward the voice. I was hit by something. I struck the floor hard. Before I could react a hand was around my throat. I looked down into silver eyes. Kael. His face was a mask of pain. “Don’t…” His fingers clenched. “Come…» He fought for every word. …closer.” I caught his wrist. “Kael, no!” His whole body was shaking. “I can't. A tear trickled down his cheek. "I can't help it. My heart sank. I laid my hand on his face. The instant he recoiled. “Don'

