I sat on the floor with my head resting in my bed and my feet crossed together just the way we Indians usually did when we were meditating or were about to eat.
My mind had traveled completely far away. Your mate was supposed to be your lover, mama had said your mate was your soul mate and the one for you for life. She said you found love in your soul mate, but where was the love now? I couldn’t find any type of love in any of my mates.
To start with, Raj had rejected me and gone for my sister Gauri. If it had been just that then things would not have been so bad, but no, he had lured me aside and told me to never tell anyone that he was my mate. Humiliated me and then he wanted me back after my transformation and he realized that I was in fact one of the emperor’s daughters.
I had fou
