Chapter 25
Becca
I try to make time for everyone as much as possible. I’ve got school, friends, family, a boyfriend, and homework. That’s a lot, I’m also thinking of getting a part-time job. I just don’t know how to puzzle it all together sometimes.
"Penny I'll see you later, I promise", I say into my phone.
I'm talking to Penny right now. She feels like we don't meet at all anymore. And I kind of agree with her. I haven't had much time with her. But the truth is that I'm avoiding her. I don't want her to see me in the state I'm in, as a failed big sister. Because that's what I am. What kind of role model am I? I don’t want her to take after me.
But I do want to meet her. I miss her so much.
"Do you promise? I miss you like crazy Beck", she says and I can hear that she cries on the
