Chapter Six

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The Gray Forge was not gray. That was the first of Corvin's lies, or at least the first I noticed. It stood in the hills above Veyne in a hollow the wind seemed to avoid, a smithy built into the rock face with its mouth facing east, lit by a fire the color of a bruise healing. Not gray. Anything but gray. Corvin named things for what he wished they were, I suspected, not what they were. "Teach me," Corvin said, feeding the bellows with a foot-pedal so unhurried it looked like breathing. "Tell me, Dorian. When you were the vessel — when the wild magic ran through you like wine through a cup — did you ever lose a lamb?" "Pell is nine," I said. "He swore an oath on his mother's grave because he was afraid, and the magic took him at his word and never gave him back. Yes, it troubles me." Corvin nodded as if I'd made his point for him. "He cannot lose what he loves. That is the cost." He turned a long rod of iron in the fire and watched the metal brighten. I laughed before I could stop myself. It came out wrong, too loud for the hollow. His sleeves were rolled, and I could see the silver singe along his forearms now — not forge-burns. Too high, too deliberate, like something had been pressed into him with care. "I lost my wedding vows to a woman I hadn't finished wooing." My hands remembered the frame before my mind consented to the memory. I tucked them behind my back. "You didn't bring me here to reminisce." "No." He laid the iron on the anvil and rang the hammer once, testing. "I brought you here because you are the only living man who has held the shape of it. The only one who knows the frame from the inside." He hammered, and the iron folded, and he spoke between strokes as if smithing and argument were the same labor. "A kingdom where every promise holds. Think of it plainly. No broken treaties. No abandoned children. No vows made in grief and forgotten by morning." Another stroke. "No wars. A man who swears peace cannot unsheathe." "It sounds like a prayer," I said. "It sounds like mercy." He quenched the iron, and the steam rose smelling of rain on hot stone. "That is what I am offering Caelan. Not a crown of rule — a crown of keeping. The dispersed magic needs a center. It has chosen him, his grief calling it like a bell calls a hound. Why should a boy of seventeen bear that alone, when a frame could hold it for him? For all of us?" My throat went dry. "A frame that holds the magic holds the man. You know that." "Does it?" He set the hammer down and looked at me, and his face was the kindest I had ever seen on a man trying to take the world. "You lived through the Taking. You came out. You married the woman you love and you chose her again this morning, I am sure, over breakfast." He smiled. "Is the frame truly a prison, Dorian, if the man inside it agrees to be kept?" And there it was — my father in him, not the cruelty (that would have been easy) but the reasonableness. Aldren in his cell had always sounded reasonable. A kept world, he used to say. A world that behaves. Corvin had dressed the old heresy in mourning cloth and set it beside a grieving boy. Pell, counting sheep until his fingers bled. Caelan, weeping at a memory-stone. What if someone had been there to hold the promises for them? "I want to say yes," I said quietly, and the honesty of it frightened me more than the forge. "Part of me believes you. The part of me that stood at a wedding and swore to keep a woman safe." Corvin waited. Then he nodded once, like a man settling a ledger. "That is the part I need. No one else alive knows the shape." He meant it as respect. Perhaps it was. But I thought of Sera that morning, counting my I love yous on her fingers — four — and the delight of a promise being just words: fallible, chosen again because it might be broken. "I know the shape," I said. "I also know what it costs to carry it. And Corvin — the cost is the man. There is nothing else left to pay." "I thought you might say that. Kindness is rarely grateful for being refused." He struck the iron once, a clean true note, and I heard — faintly, under it — the iron note of something that was not quite a lie and not quite the truth. On the ride back to the palace, my hands would not stop shaking. I told myself it was the cold.
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