Chapter 2
Waking up from my soft, comfy mattress with a strong arm holding me in a spoon fashion made me remember the passionate s*x we just shared.
A feeling of happiness mixed with disbelief swept through me like an electric current when I recalled how I yielded to his surrender. He was so gentle with the way he carefully stroked my cunt with his hard c**k.
I felt a rush of emotion through my being, and there it was: I climaxed in his arms. I didn’t know I could feel so alive and satisfied ever again. One would think I was an old maid, but I was only 24. My pa always said I was always sober and skeptical right from the day I was born. I guess I took after him in that regard.
My pa was always stern with his workers but loving and soft to his kids. Madison's mansion was the only home I knew until Dad insisted I take over the family business. I wasn't going to forfeit my dream Job as a marketing expert to go into real estate.
Now a man was lying next to me in my bedroom, someone I couldn’t care less about right now. But something had changed, and that I could not explain. Was I having a soft spot for Ralph? Or maybe we just had great s*x; that was all there was. But why did he come back now, at the point when I felt the most vulnerable. Fine, we had s*x once six months back, we were both wasted, and I couldn’t even remember how we ended up doing it.
But one thing I knew was that what we had before was not in the least comparable to what we just shared. We always made out and cuddled those months we stayed together at my apartment, but not once did it lead to s*x. Ralph made an effort, though, but I was not ready to let him down that road again. Now I was still shocked that we just shared what I promised never to give another! Not s*x, but passion that defied reason.
“Claire dear, your face looks like I’ll get punched any minute” Ralph must have seen my grimaced look, and inferred I was having second thoughts about what we just did. He straightened himself from his side of the bed and propped his elbows on the pillow directly looking at my face. “It’s not what you think; I’m thinking about how incredible s*x was”
“Oh” he replied. His tone sounded so abrupt and disbelieving. Now that he knew about my past, he would never believe me like he used to.
“I will always love you, no matter what you went through. trust me” his words were so sincere; at that moment, and I felt like I was hurting him. I could not tell him details about my past even if he prodded, He was better off without me. After all, Audrey was in love with him. Although she refused to say, I knew it from the way she blossomed anytime Ralph was around.
Any girl would be lucky to have him, especially now that I had discovered that he was so good in bed.
“Will you marry me” what? Did he say the “M” word? I felt a little bit confused.
Did he want me to be his wife? So he loved me more than I ever fathomed! I would have said yes under the right circumstance but not now.
Maybe he is blinded by the s*x, or not.
How I wished I could have his c**k inside me whenever I wanted. If we got married we'd be satisfied sexually, but what about my promise to Jake!
He said he would come back for me after his dad sent him to London 6 years ago.
“You are so naive about men,” Sheila had told me during one of our arguments. Maybe I was still bent on believing him despite all failed attempts to find him.
“I can’t marry you” that’s what I should have said, but I said, “I’ll think about it love” gently kissing his well-shaped lips. I’ll rather hold on to a possible future with Ralph than an unexpected one with Jake.
There was not even a better answer than the one he gave next.”I’ll wait for you dear, even if it takes an entire lifetime.”
Ralph had never said those words of devotion to me before, his words were so serious, and yet he meant it. Now scooped up tightly in his arms, he kissed my lips with such soothing caress, every doubt I once had faded into oblivion.
I moaned as he kissed the tip of my breast, sucking my n****e like it was the sweetest thing in the world. All I could do was moan and feel the length of his erect d**k with my hands; I could not wait anymore as he kissed and sucked my cunt. Feeling more breathless with the stroke of his tongue deep inside me, I felt a surge of sweetness welling deep inside me.
Our hands were now interlocked in oneness as we moaned in one rhythm. The moment he went inside me with his d**k, I screamed his name with such a loud cry like I didn’t care less if my Chinese next door neighbor heard me. "I love you,” he said in my ears as he gave a deep sigh when he came too. I almost told him
"I love you too" but I closed my eyes and fell asleep thinking of how perfect the moment was.