*Piper's Journal- Age 18*
It’s been a while since I wrote. Several things have happened. When I last wrote I had wanted to talk to Ivan about Alpha Victor. Ask him why Alpha Victor was always so cruel. Why he didn’t love me. Why he was the way he was. That conversation went about as well as I expected. Ivan was of no help to me. He hasn’t been of any help since, either. If I seem upset, that’s because I am. Alpha Victor’s emotions are all over the place. I would say things have gotten better, but that is not really true. There are times when it seems he may have feelings for me, but then he goes right back to being mean. It’s emotional whiplash. I’m so tired of it. It isn’t fair. It isn’t fair that I have to be fated to two men who treat me like this. Ivan isn’t all that great either at t
