*Piper's Journal - Age 18* It has been three weeks since my last entry. I don’t know why I am even writing this, I’m supposed to be resting. But I can’t. Every time I close my eyes I can see it. My hope is that by writing it all down I will finally get some sort of peace. I know it is unlikely though. First, the positives. Over the last three weeks I have spent much more time with Victor and Ivan. Victor is beginning to open up to me a little more. We have started to do this thing where every time we are together we tell each other at least one random fact or secret about ourselves. It doesn’t have to be anything serious, and most times it isn’t. Mainly it’s things like ‘I used to love the color purple, so when I found berries that were purple when smashed I gathered a bunch and smeared

