The party became a waking nightmare.
Every time Elara dared to lift her head, she found Kaelan’s gaze waiting. He didn’t stalk her; that would be too obvious. He was a fixed point of dark energy in the room, a predator conserving his strength. He held court by the fireplace, surrounded by sycophants and family friends, but his attention was a laser, tracking her every move from across the sea of silk and laughter.
She became clumsy. She spilled a drop of champagne on the pristine cuff of her ivory dress, a tiny stain that felt as glaring as a warning. She laughed too brightly at a story from Liam’s aunt, the sound brittle in her own ears.
“You seem tense, darling,” Liam murmured into her hair during a quiet moment near the grand piano. “Is it all too much? The Vanderbilt onslaught can be overwhelming.”
You have no idea, she thought, a wave of guilt crashing over her. He saw only her nerves about fitting in, not the ghost from her past who was making the walls feel like they were closing in.
“Just a headache coming on,” she lied, offering a weak smile. “All the excitement.”
“Let’s get some air on the west balcony. It’s quieter there.”
She nodded, desperate for escape, but as they turned, a familiar, chilling voice stopped them.
“Leaving so soon? The party’s just beginning.”
Kaelan materialized beside them, a fresh whiskey in hand. He’d shed his suit jacket, and the fine cotton of his shirt stretched across his shoulders. He looked more approachable, which made him more dangerous.
“Just getting Elara some air,” Liam said, ever the pacifier. “She’s not used to our particular brand of circus.”
“Ah.” Kaelan’s eyes gleamed with false sympathy. “It is a lot. All these faces, all these expectations. Like being back in the school cafeteria, isn’t it, Elara? Trying to find a seat where you won’t be… noticed.”
The air left her lungs. The casual cruelty of it, delivered with such a bland smile, was a masterstroke. Liam chuckled, completely missing the subtext.
“God, don’t remind me of those days. Brutal.”
“For some more than others,” Kaelan said, his gaze never wavering from hers. “I was just on my way to the gallery. Father wants my opinion on the new Rothko acquisition before the curator leaves. You should come. A change of scenery might help that… headache.”
It wasn’t an invitation. It was a summons wrapped in plausible deniability. To refuse would seem strange, would raise questions she couldn’t answer.
“A Rothko? I’d love to see it,” she heard herself say, her voice oddly calm. She had to face him. Running, even to a balcony with Liam, felt like conceding the first battle.
Vanderbilt's private gallery was a long, hushed corridor of white walls and discreet lighting, a world away from the party’s roar. Their footsteps echoed on the polished concrete floor. Liam walked ahead, drawn to the massive, somber canvas of maroon and black at the far end.
Kaelan fell into step beside Elara, his presence oppressive heat.
“You look like you’ve seen a ghost,” he said quietly, his tone conversational.
“I have.”
“Disappointed?”
“In what?”
“That I’m not still the boy who pushed you into lockers.” He stopped walking, forcing her to stop too. They were shielded from Liam’s view by a tall, abstract sculpture. “People change, Elara.”
She finally turned to face him fully, a spark of her old defiance cutting through the fear. “Do they? Or do they just get better at hiding what they are?”
A slow, appreciative smile touched his lips, as if she’d passed a test. “There she is. I wondered where the girl with the fire in her eyes went. The one who used to glare at me after I’d ruined her sketches.”
The mention of her sketches—the private, precious things he’d destroyed—unleashed a tremor of pure rage. “Don’t,” she whispered fiercely.
“Don’t what? Remember? It’s all I’ve thought about for ten years.” He took a half-step closer, invading her space. The scent of him, sandalwood and expensive whiskey, surrounded her. “The look on your face when you’d try to pretend I didn’t exist. It was captivating.”
“You hated me.”
“I was obsessed with you,” he corrected, his voice dropping to a raw, confidential murmur. “I just had a terrible way of showing it. You were this quiet, beautiful thing that didn’t fit into my world, and it infuriated me. I wanted to crack you open or erase you. I couldn’t decide.”
His confession was more terrifying than any threat. It rewrote her entire history, turning her years of torment into some perverse, twisted courtship. She felt dizzy.
“That’s sick.”
“It’s honest,” he countered. “And now, here you are. In my world. Wearing my brother’s ring.” His eyes flicked to her hand, his expression hardening. “You traded up, I see. From the charity case to the heir’s sweet, uncomplicated brother. A safe choice.”
“Liam is a good man,” she spat, her hands curling into fists.
“Liam is a bystander,” Kaelan said, his voice lethally soft. “He always has been. He lives in the pleasant spaces between the hard decisions. He doesn’t know what it is to want something so much it burns you from the inside out. I do.”
He reached out, and for a heart-stopping second, she thought he would touch her face. Instead, he gently tapped the corner of the massive Rothko. “See this? To most, it’s just moody colors. To someone who understands… It’s a void. An abyss of feeling. Liam sees a nice investment. I see what’s really there.” His gaze bore into her. “Just like I see you, Elara. Not the polished fiancée. The girl who survived. The woman who’s still fighting. You’re not safe with him. You’re bored.”
His words struck a chord so deep and forbidden that it vibrated in her bones. Life with Liam was peaceful. Predictable. After a childhood of chaos, it was everything she thought she wanted. But was peace just another word for a slow, gilded death?
“You know nothing about what I want,” she breathed, but the conviction was bleeding from her voice.
“I know you didn’t jump when I came near you just now,” he whispered, leaning so close his lips almost brushed her ear. She was pinned, not by his hands, but by his will. “I know your pulse is racing, and it’s not from fear. Not entirely. You’re remembering, too. You’re wondering what would have happened if I’d kissed you against those lockers instead of shoving you into them.”
“Elara? Kael? What do you think?” Liam’s voice called out, echoing down the gallery.
Kaelan didn’t flinch. He held her drowning gaze for one final, eternal second, a promise and a threat sealed in silence. Then, he straightened, his face smoothing into a mask of casual interest.
“It’s a powerful piece, Liam,” he called back, his voice normal again, as if he hadn’t just shattered her reality. “A bold acquisition.”
He finally stepped back, releasing her from his invisible hold. As he walked toward his brother, he paused and looked back at her over his shoulder, his eyes gleaming in the low light.
“Welcome to the family, Elara,” he said, and the way he said ‘family’ made it sound like a sentence. “The fun is just beginning.”
She stood alone in the cold, silent gallery, the beating colors of the Rothko swimming in her vision, echoing the chaos in her soul. The safe, simple love she had with Liam was now a distant shore, and a dark, familiar current was pulling her out to sea. Kaelan hadn’t just remembered her. He had seen straight through the woman she’d become, straight back to the raw, feeling girl beneath.
And the most terrifying part?
A piece of that girl was thrilled to be seen.