I stood back from the monitor ,I could not believe it. Did I really see that right. was Rufus really his son. I had so many questions. Something told me though that rufus did not know that Joshua was his father.
I Could only imagine the pain that Joshua was going through. My heart ached for him.
The pain of losing a child would be immense.
The time slowly ticked by and I wished there was no clock on the wall because every time I look at it I came to realise it had only been a few minutes. Time moved so slowly. I had only my thoughts to entertain me and quite frankly my thoughts where driving me slowly insane.
I was left alone for 8 hours, I wanted out. Not only because it was driving me insane being in here but also because I felt a desperate need to be with Joshua and to know that
