EPISODE 10. CRAVING LIKE AN ADDICTION.
Friday come around extremely slowly. I never once in my life thought 2 days could go so slow. All I could think about was him every waking second . He was nothing short of an intoxicating addiction. I needed him to feel whole again, Nothing made sense anymore. I was uncapable of resisting him, I was also totally and effactically his.
No man had ever made me feel the way he did. How was I so obsessed with a man I had just met. He had an intensity that could not be explained. A force that drew me in that I just could not fight. Either that I just did not want to fight it. I knew I wanted him and for this very reason I signed the contract he emailed me. Forgoing any of the questions I had. I did not care anymore These days without any contact from h
