A little peak forward to current days.
I am not the girl I use to be, No where even close. Somewhere in between the s****l desire , Lust , Chaos and Mayhem I believe I discovered something about myself I never would of known or discovered without The one and Only Joshua Heart.
There had always been something about him right from the start that I never did understand, A man with a mystery I guess one could say. What drove him to be the way that he was? All I can say is when I discovered the truth that he hid so well I was shaken to the core of my soul.
The very thing that defined him, was The very thing that also haunted him. The ruthlessness , The desire to always be in control, The need to plan everything out to the letter. Once I knew It all finally made sense.
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