Lies and Flaws

chapter 6 impossible

It's so rare that's we can have facial similarities to someone else even you don't have blood connection or maybe they were your blood connection but you don't know them or they we're your lost family.. that thoughts is aching of my sanity..what if? a big question but it's answered directly of my conscious mind that's is impossible.. we never had a similar place? we'll I don't know but he's record is married and divorce of his wife the mother of Cathlyn

We have a lot of connections from face's to our names and even Catherine is like we're family they are likely my twins daughters and Robirt my boss is their dad a little bit happiness I felt and I almost slap my mouth when the scenery inserts in my mind but died down so fast when I remembered my boss... it's like I've been trap in the tunnel and it's so horrible and that's the end of fantasizing because it's really impossible but she's really looks like me even the eyes color we're sames like... I uttered even no one beside me but I think I'm wrong so bad again

yeah she is... that's why I'm shocked when I see you at the airport..!!?

Ohhh..!!*!! only I can say because my mind is become rigid again I don't know what to say and like how shock I am like him and don't know for which part.. in the part of topic... he agreed at me about Cathlyn and I similarities or he's shocked statement about our first meeting..my mind is so full of high volume of what happening today. is there another more? my mind is barely in a good function right now.. how can I function myself here in the whole term of my contract if its always be going to happen and again I zone out again.. I brought my thoughts back when he broke the silence that sames like long time terms of our silence flood all over the room while me is just still watching the pictures hanging in the wall

Ahhhmmm anyway I got this..its yours pocket wallet album.. leonardo tells me because its your picture in this along with your daughter you unintentionally drop from your purse I guess when you get your phone on your sling bag..he said

You see the picture in it? I ask while I approach to him to get the album

No I didn't.. he answered

ahh ok thanks anyway..its my treasures.. thank you so much..my word of thanks to him with hesitance to be near by him I feel uncomfortable, not bad feelings though but I don't wanna feel it

I don't like it and I don't want to entertain it...my sights on my goals only just goals that's it..my firm words to remind myself despite of my unstable mind senses right now.. oh god help me