Lies and Flaws

Chapter 8 uncomfortable

Robert POV

I wanna get in the kitchen when Cathlyn had comfortable conversation with Cathy she felt like in the right place and time.. like who didn't have literal complete and secure settings... like she got some one whom she can trust and pulled her upwhen the time she need..she making a sign to crumble so many times when we're together but she didn't want to,I don't know what to do I feel like so really out of her system,I feel so numb at the moment honestly I don't know how hard this all drama's in our life affects to Cathlyn I sigh in relief that now Cathlyn has a companion but still I feel hurt, hurt being me as a guidance,a protector and a provider but I can't give what she needs.. I never know what she wants because she always so distance she's not like every kids out there,she had every kids dream life but not a family she deserves likely have a complete family but she's not, she hasn't, incomplete always jealous to other kids that we saw in the mall and park when some times we go out, that's why she rarely comes out in the house even in the hotel when times we go some other place because I'm not comfortable travelling out of town or out the country with out her, I'm a hands on parent to her due the reason that I hopefully can give her life comfortable and complete but again I'm wrong and now I feel relieved a little bit.. I'm so anxious waiting of Cathy's answers she's startled of Cathlyn words and she's even vow her head while stating the words, it's hurt for me to see that when Cathy's word sinc and filled the ear with tears saying that Ofcourse..I feel amazing hearing her voices delight the heart of my princess and me specifically when she add a words that she's not a smooth mother like how she desiplane her princess

I feel excited to see her daughter too when I think about what kind a mother she is

I feel like has a serine feelings starting when I picked her from the airport

So I'm going to be a member of searching club for something that I don't know what...

a big good luck to me..