My head slams against the floor, again. "You aren't staying focused", James accuses. "I don't understand how I can possibly become physically strong enough to do anything. I mean look at me. I'm not exactly muscular or anything", I whine. "That isn't the point. Eventually we will combine the fighting techniques with your magic, but first they must become second nature to you. Now stop whining and get up." I growl as I jump up and take my position. This same grueling routine has went on for almost two weeks now. I fall into bed exhausted each night. When I wake up I have some kind of ointment on my skin and my battered and bruised body is mostly healed. I just assume James is trying to keep me from dying so he can torture me more. Today's session has been worse than usual. James seems to be agitated today and taking it out on me. I take a punch to the right side of my face and fall to the floor with blood trickling from my nose. I can barely see from my swollen eye. I groan in pain and start to roll over, but am kicked in the stomach before I have a chance to react. I ball up in pain. The tears start rolling down my cheeks. I realize how hopeless it is to believe I will ever escape this hell I'm in. I try to keep my mind focused on my beloved. The thought of Mason brings a tear to my eye. I want so much to be with him. "Stop pitying yourself and get up. Control your emotions, don't let them control you. If you give into your emotions they will get you killed!". I don't even acknowledge James's words. I just continue to lay there in a ball and cry. James gives me a look of disgust and walks away.
I laid there for what seemed like hours. I finally cried myself to sleep. I felt strong arms gently pick me up and carry to the bed. I flinch as my body injured body touches the bed. He takes my clothes off and gently smooths ointment over my body. I can feel the pain starting to leave my body. Then I realize how good this feels. I start too moan and arch into James's touch. How can he be so cruel yet set my body on fire with just a touch. He moves his hands to my small breasts. They are barely and A cup. He puts my n****e in his mouth and sucks hard, causing a gasp of pleasure to escape. He growls me n a deep menacing way then bites on my n****e. I grab the back of his head and yell harder, please. Bite me harder. He was obeys without hesitation. Then he reaches for more ointment and smears it around my opening. He raises himself above me and enters with one swift motion. I stiffen and scream in pain. I'm a virgin and his d**k is huge. I feel like I'm being ripped apart. He doesn't stop he just moves faster and harder. I'm begging him to stop. I pound on him with my fist and curse him. He traps my hands above my head in a painful grip and bites down on my breast. Just when I think it will never end he grunts loudly and I can feel him cumming inside me. He pulls out and walks away like nothing happened. I look down to see the blood on the sheets. I run to the shower and tears stream down my face as the hot water washes away my blood and his c*m that is dripping out me. I feel completely drained and broken. I leave the bathroom and walk to bed. I fall into an exhausted sleep.
James POV
I keep telling Carra to control her emotions, yet she makes me feel things I haven't felt in hundreds of years. I have to train her to be hard if she is to survive, but hurting is the last thing I want to do. When I saw her laying there crying from her injuries, injuries I inflicted, I wanted nothing more that to soothe her. I never meant intended anything to happen, but every time I see her beautiful naked body I'm instantly hard. I had no idea she was a virgin, but I couldn't stop once I had started. The animal within me wouldn't let me. Next time I'll please her in every way possible. I want to deny that there will be a next time, but I know it's inevitable.
Carra's POV
I didn't even want to move the next morning. My whole body ached. I looked at the time to see that I had slept until 10am. James never let me sleep past six. I dressed and slowly walked to the training area.