Coveted

Desires

The next day i wake to James untying my bonds. He gives me a bottle of water and a plate of bacon and eggs. I chug the, water so fast I almost choke. "Slow down" he commands. "You need to learn restraint. If you can't defeat your own desires, how do you expect to defeat someone else?". I look at him with loathing, but I slow down as he says. When I'm done eating James ties me to the bed face up with my arms and legs spread. He brings a bowl of water and a wash cloth over. He rips my underwear off and starts gently washing my female parts. When he's done he sets the bowl aside and takes all his clothes off. His p***s is a full ten inches. It looks dangerous. He rubs some lotion in his hand and starts rubbing himself. My eyes watch every movement, every stroke. Then he leans down and kisses my inner thighs gently on each side. He takes his right hand and inserts his middle finger slowly into my v****a. He pulls and pushes over and over. I feel myself start to tighten around his fingers. He pulls his fingers out and looks at me solemly. "The first lesson is to learn to deny your body what it wants most. You must not c*m no matter how bad you want to. If you come I will punish you. Do you understand?". I nodded my head in understanding. He knelt down and put his lips to my v****a. He stuck his tongue deep inside. I felt myself getting wetter. He started flicking his tongue against my c**t. I tried to focus on anything but what he was doing. I thought of the pain in my left side remembered how it felt to have your flesh burned. The distraction was working. I no longer felt like I was going to lose control. Just when I thought I had conquered this he put his finger in my ass and started moving it in and out to the same rhythm as his tongue. My body arches and I scream as wave after wave of orgasm wash over me. I knew I had lost the challenge and that I would be punished, but I couldn't be sad. This was my first orgasm and it was amazing. I waited for my punishment as he untied me. It never came. He pulled me against his side, careful of my burns, and said sleep now. I didn't dream for the first time in in years.

I wake up to James erection pushing against me. He commands me to get on my hands and knees. He tells me to let him know when I couldn't take anymore. He spanks my bare bottom. Then rubs the pain away. He repeats this over and over. His large hands bruising my tiny bottom. I bit my tongue to keep from crying out. He continued to spank me and I refused to call out. The spankings got harder and faster until I just couldn't take it anymore. I begged for him to stop. He rubbed my bare bottom again then set me aside. "Will you obey me next time?", He ponders. "Yes', I sob. He points to a door and says go clean yourself and leaves. I fall onto the bed and sob into my pillow. After I have cried myself out I go to the bathroom and shower. I quickly dry off and climb into bed. As I'm drifting off to sleep I swear I hear James's voice say, "I'm sorry pet, it's for your own good.". There were no more lessons in restraint after that. I don't know if I was relieved or disappointed.