Unpredictable love

Loosing my heart

Madhav – if you ask me if need to ask anything from you will have to do one favor for me .

Marry me ? Ragini ..

Ragini – ( Still shocked )

What do you mean by marrying you Madhav ?

Madhav – you hear me right marry me darling or I will kill your dear husband ..most even I do not even like him for a bit it is a good offer for you . hides his bracelets all over the time . I do not even needs your shares and bonds take it to your self I will destroy in the most terrible way are you listening me ragini ..

Ragini – I was being shocked in the whole time I was wondering he will ask for my property shares and bonds but that i***t ask for marriage . I do not believe in marriage so he gained nothing from this marriage or I will come up with the better plan to out of this marriage .

Madhav Point of view –

I was looking at her mysteries smile all the way a long . may be she was thinking she can get of that marriage but she does not get that smart ass like me . I will see how you will get out of this marriage .i hate when people smiles but her smile is the only thing which I adore the most . her puppy face , small eyes my heart always hates her somehow but when she smile it is the only thing which made me alive . have you ever see someone eyes so beautiful like you feel their eyes is doing some magic on you . it just that she reminds me of someone who was close to my heart but I fuckin hate her for the resembles . she needs to pay what she did to me I will destroy her whole blood line and her fuckin one sided love . mrs ragini you wait for my revenge u do not even have a idea how much I hate you to Make my life as a living hell .

5 years ago –

Madhav - ( on the call with her mom) – Hi Mum ! how are you ?

Madhav mother ( mrs diksha bacchan ) – Hi baba ..

Madhav ( while crying ) – mummy I am missing you today !

Mrs diksha – should I come ?

Madhav – I am all right just wanted to say hii to you

Mrs Diksha – baba ! everything is all right is something bothering you .you never proceed to call me in the morning .

Madhav – should I disconnect the call ?

Mrs diksha – why you always so angry baba ? I am just telling you .

Madhav – mumma ! my senior come I will talk to you at night .

Madhav – ( while crying ) –

I am so sorry mumma I can not live without that I am just failure who just ruined everyone life .

I am not enough brave to face more rejections I just want to die ( saying this on the suicide point )

Suddenly phone rings ….

Unknow – Hi sir ! we are calling from arora industries we called you to inform we are testing our new

Call location app in order to make your loved ones saved .

Madhav – are you fuckin kidding I was middle in something you disturbed me i***t .

Unknow – sure you can disconnect the call we would like to have IVR for our ne- w launched app .

Madhav – could please disconnect my call I do not want to listen your fuckin i***t shits …

Madhav( Disconnect the call) –

Unknow – Mam we called someone for IVR he was so f*****g rude . so he disconnected the call .

He said he was in the middle of something .

Lady voice – OH! He what was the call duration ?

Unknow – 13 min mam !

Lady Voice – Lemma call him for IVR the first rule of the business never ever discouraged on simple things

Madhav – ( calling sound ) I told you not to call me then why you f*****g i***t calling me again and again

Lady Voice – Hi Madhav !

Madhav – hey do u want to do any s*x calling in your seductive voice so miss I am not interested in it so lemma do my work .

Lady voice- NO madhav I was asking for the IVR which app you use for locate the location of your lover is it too bad to ask .

Madhav – no it is not . But for your information darling my lover cheated on me with 2 sugar daddy do u what to know more .

Lady Voice - Really sorry ! madhav I was not expected this .

Madhav – why are you saying sorry ha ! you are not my lover or anything so stop pretending to know me okay

Unknow – Mam he is at suicide point !

Lady voice – f**k ! f**k !

Madhav – why are you cursing on me out of the blue now I am disconnected the call nice to meet you darling meet me in the hell okay now bye

Lady Voice – Are you at suicide point madhav !

Madhav – How the f**k you know I am at suicide point are you stalking me ?

Lady voice – nope I am not stalking you . I hate staking chill

Madhav – though phone call it is piece of cake which app you are using I am the creator tho .

Lady voice – may I know why you want to suicide ?

Madhav ( while cutely crying ) – like you will ask me and I will tell you my boss always insulted me in front of the people . he sometimes call me pig I am not a pig is it just the insult of pig . I look like puppy do u know my eyes shines when I smile . and most importantly every one call me I am just a handsome man nothing more they ignore my talent I am not just a fuckin handsome face tho .

Lady Voice – cutely laugh – this is the reason you want to suicide ?

Madhav – nope this is not . this the simple usual day of mine .

Lady voice – why do u want to suicide then ?

Madhav – I was missing me mom and dad . they had been died 4 years ago . if they are alive my life will be fuckin good tho . do u know what the fuckin gross point of my life they died on my birthday yahoo . I have no one call when I miss them . I have one call recording of my mum in my phone . I always created AI version of her voice in order to console my self but today my heart is looks like it will blast anytime if she is not their for me anymore . I still have some memories in which she is only calling name hugging me . no one can understand my pain do have parents na . who will call you will ask you . who will love you endless you do not make yourself to drunk so you will not remember your parents. Have you ever felt when all of your friends are avoiding call of their parents and I was only one who was dying to talk with their parents end up calling immature and cringe or someone call you attention seeker for dying parents as an excuse . Ah ! no you can not feel it no one can feel what I am feeing right now . no one . hey( While crying ) have you ever hugged some women in order to sleep for a sec not because you want to have s*x with her but to feel the assurance some one is their for you when you fall a sleep . my mother always use to call me Baba ! When I was so angry I am missing her right now . your voice is so calmly in never speak to anyone for more 2 minutes until it comes to business . thanks for listening me ha ! I should I go …

Lady voice – do u want to speak more ( while crying ) hand gesture to leave her cabin to everyone .

Unknow – should we leave mam .

Lady voice – yess .. leave this room right now

Madhav – Are you crying ?

Lady voice – Nope while crying ..

Madhav ( while adoring her ) – do u know your voice is so transparent I can hear your crying all the way along .

Lady Voice – nothing ! I just remembered my past ..

Madhav – is it that sad ?

Lady voice – Nope is just that life has no way to go around but f**k with my life . you are so lucky at least you know how your mother and father looks like . you have a audio of your mom . your mother must be a beautiful .

Madhav – Are you crying ?

Lady Voice – you know what madhav when life hates you na it will gives you all kind of pain you can not bear at point you will think its okay to leave this world behind . it will gives you nothing . most of the time I made my self cry so , I can sleep peacefully. Madhav you thinks god gives you nothing but it gives you everything at least he took your mom dad when you became adult not in your childhood . my father was a scientist that all I knew . was forced to beg on the street . sold to some strangers run away from there . I do not usually smile because if I smile I knew god will take that reason too .

It has been 20 years I never smiled its not because I do not want to its because I have nothing to smile on . have you ever felt madhav someone touched you without your concern . you will not able to scream because you were thinking what can you expect from god other than death .

It did nothing wrong infact 6 years old kid can do nothing wrong right ? I have now everything madhav but it has no use because when I need peace death and silence I was so busy in surviving .

My mother has said one thing to me madhav if you are not able to find answer of anything just close your eyes and think about the things and memories which gives you happiness but when I close eyes I could not sleep at night . I could not sleep without medication . it gives me peace. You are thinking why I am telling you this . I do not why but you will fell better may be after hearing reality checks from people. I do not like to share things but do not know why while talking to you . it made me feel good .

Madhav – Do you want to share more it looks like you have a lot to share ?

LADY Voice – I shared only bear minimum with people I hate when people cry .

Madhav – i knew you shared minimum …

Lady voice – Madhav !

Madhav – yes ..

Lady voice – police will be there in 2 minutes so run .

Madhav – are u i***t if they get to know I am doing suicide they will kill me .

Lady voice – do not worry they will not harm you . they will throw you at your house only .

Madhav – do not tell me you are that kind of fuckin rich to bribe the USA police .

Lady voice – I did it its not a big deal . I just do not want to harm you .

Madhav – why are so nice to me

Lady voice – because I knew I never been nice to anyone .

Madhav – can we connect again ?

Lady voice – Nope I do not like to do same business again .

Madhav – can I know your name

Lady voice – you can call me human by the way

Madhav - you are kidding me

Lady voice – you reached home right ?

Madhav – how do you know

Lady voice – haha ! stop using that app I created . it gives me indication .

Madhav – f**k I forgot about your app .

Your Name?

Lady voice – Trisha from unique finances .( stammered )

Present time –

Madhav – I hate that b***h smile more than anything else if I have to kill someone without even second thought I would kill her its not like she is a innocent b***h no one gonna compete her i***t innocent look to be this kind of bitchy . now I have to play one more game in order to make her fully

Surrender ! oh universe give me some piece ..of peace .

Author point of view-

Stranger – hey ! (11 Year old kid )! hey .! blood is running from your hands you should take care of it .

Second person – its none of your business

Stranger – exactly its none of my business so please take that clothes and put it on your hands I will not be always there to take care of you .are you listening me ?

LEAVE THE PLACE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE –