Three
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"Im curious"
After arriving at my mansion. I wanted to rest but my damn self doesn't want to sleep even i take sleeping pills already.
Im really curious.
Ugh! But i don't want it!!!
But..
Its fine to try right?
Just uhh..
Ahh f**k!
I open my laptop and search BTS 'Dynamite' in youtube.
Many views? Are they that famous?
I started to watch it and i did not realize that i watch it many times already.
Well.. they are handsome.
Specially jimin, for me. But they are all Handsome.
I search their other songs.
(Magic shop-BTS)
So show me (I'll show you)
So show me (I'll show you)
So show me (I'll show you)
Show you show you
'Magic shop'
'shadow'
'lights'
'love Myself'
'life goes on'
Many more.
I found my self crying.
For the first time after i found out my illness, i find my self crying. Why am i crying just because of this music?
Why?
Why? I don't understand.
I woke up early in the morning, i sleep only for 2 hours because i am busy listening to BTS songs.
"Your early." My mom said.
"Where's dad?" I ask.
"Work." She answer.
I feel so sad hearing that.
After that, i go to school.
As usual, a girl ask for money.
"I don't have money" i answer.
"Nothing? Ohh come on. Don't lie to my face. A rich kid like you?" She said.
"Im telling you the truth" i answer.
They slap me really hard. But i can't feel anything. I can't feel them hurting me.. im already dumb to feel anything.
"Stop it!!" My eyes slightly open when i hear a familiar voice.
"Ugh! Another loser." She said.
"What now? Do you want us to beat you up? Just turn a blind eye like you always do, loser!" She yells and every girl with her laugh.
"I take a video of you bullying her. I can send this to the principal" he bravely said.
What is he doing?
Why is he so stupid?
"Delete that!" The girl angrily said.
"No!" Zane said.
"Ugh! I will come back kate!" And they leave.
Zane came to me. "Are you okey? Are you hurt?" He ask worriedly. I only look at him. Stop pretending like you really cared for me.
It makes me sick.
"I will be happy if they beat me up. But you interfere." I answer and stand up.
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"Btw, let's do the project, huh?" He ask. I stop from walking and face him
"No!" I said.
"Please!! I will do any thing just... Please kate!" He said.
"Like i said. Find another partner. And i really don't understand why me?" I ask.
He stop for a minute and look at me.
"Because we are similar." He answer.
What?
"Im out of here" i said and leave.
I go to the library and use my cellphone to search BTS.
Run BTS.
Bon Boyage.
BTS in the soop.
Burn the stage.
Many more?
I don't know what i am doing. Im really curious about them.
I search for their profiles.
"You are interested to them.."
"Ah s**t!!" I yell.
People started to look at us.
"You two get out!" The librarian said.
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Im mad. Really mad!
"This is your fault!" I said.
"I did not do anything.. but really kate.. you told me your not----" he laugh when i cut him off.
"Stop!!! Fine. But im not interested. Im just curious." I answer.
"Its still the same." He answer laughing.
"No its not. Curiosity is described as a desire to know and interest is----- why am i explaining to you??!!!" I yelled.
He laugh big time.
"Your showing to many emotions" he said.
I stop and realize what he said. I can feel anger, irritated, sad.
"Fine, i will be your partner but don't expect me to cooperate." I said then leave.
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