“Oh my god, Lea! You scared me to death. I walked down the hall to find you laying on the floor having a panic attack, crying out and kicking and hitting Lance. He didn’t know what happened. But you stopped breathing. I thought I was going to have to give you mouth to mouth. I was about to!” She tells me, all practically in one breath. I took a deep breath and my lung hurt a little. I try to sit up, and she starts to help by pulling me up into a sitting position. Once I am sitting up, I notice Lance standing off to the side, a look of anguish covering his face. I feel so bad, I put that look on his face. “Look, Lea…” Lance starts to say. He stops and runs his hands through his hair a few times before he tries to continue. “I do not know what just happened. One minute somethi

