Lance looked over at me. I could tell that he didn’t believe me, but thankfully he did not say anything. He has always been very observant and could easily tell when there was something wrong with Nikki or me. He was always the ever protective figure in both of our lives. There have been several times that I have been thankful for him being there. And right now I am glad, he is pushing his protective side back and letting me have my lie. At least for now. I am not sure why I reacted the way that I did to his touch. He did not hurt me and having him touching me before never caused any issues. And there should not have been any comparison to the monster that touched me last night, but in my mind I was struggling to separate the two. The feeling of any man touching me makes me feel u

