I don’t know how long I have been here.
Just sitting in the shower.
I am still fighting this demon.
A demon in the form of a man.
He still feels like he is still right there beside me, taunting me. Even though physically I know he is no longer here. But there is some form of barrier that is preventing my mental state to understand that physically there is no one there.
Still curled up in a small little ball on the shower floor. The water has run cold and is no longer doing anything to help soothe my aching body. Not that it was doing much good when it was hot.
But the coldness is starting to cut through my numb state of mind.
I needed to get up.
I needed to actually clean my body.
I slowly stood up on shaking legs. I don’t even know if I'm shaking now because of what
