There is so much blood. There is more blood on legs soaked through my sweats and all around my privates. It's more than it should be. If I didn’t know any better I would have thought that I had started my period. But I know that is not the case. I am a little scared as to why I am losing so much blood. I have heard that once you lose your virginity you will bleed some, caused by the tearing of your hymen but I think this is more than what would normally happen. It is as much blood as one would expect while on their period. A moment of worry ran through me, but I pushed it down real quick. If a little bit of blood was the only thing wrong I would focus more on that, but it's not. And besides, I guess, the way that my virginity was stolen from me, there's no wonder I am bleeding

