* Warning: suicide scenes depicted in this chapter *
I thought that as one was dying their life flashes before their eyes. But this did not happen to me. No, I just faded off into darkness. Almost like the stage when you are drifting off to sleep but still before being completely asleep.
There was no replaying of my life, no bright light that I am supposed to go to, and there was no Goddess waiting for me.
Just darkness.
Dark, empty, lonely darkness.
Then nothing.
But that did not last long. The nothingness that was surrounding me started to change. At first I could not make out what it was. I could really see it, but I could feel it. Like its presence had a feel. I could feel it slowly starting to creep up my body.
It felt warm and familiar. Strangely enough I wasn’t s
