The Architect of Life

Chapter 12

Oli

I can't believe I just said that to her what is wrong with me, God I need help. Hopefully she doesn't notice. Alright the woman you saw in the picture was a client. Yeah, I know that. Y'all looked cozy. I am not done lovely, now quiet so I can talk. She is well known for her romantic dramas and comedies. She has a deal with the studios she signed when she was just 14. That states she wouldn't publicly date anyone the studio didn't approve of and especially no same s3x coupling. Every person she has ever dated in public has been her beard. Beard? Yeah a cover. She gave me permission to tell you because she did not want to cause you distress. She has never address the rumors of people, but she is now because of you. She does not want to be the cause of hurting our relationship. She has been in a long term relationship with her girlfriend for four years now. Their families know the studio knows but not the public. She asked me to bring you with me the next time I have to go. I do not want to be with anyone but you. I know you're scared but you did wrong babygirl you didn't talk to me. Like you said before Hudson and Zoe always talk that's why they have a great relationship. She's crying and I ruined ours. No baby I know you didn't eat and nothing I mean nothing is worth putting your health at risk. Not even me, you understand? Oli I broke my promise and you're not gonna want me anymore. What do you mean. Did you cheat on me? No of course not. Then what do you mean. The day I saw the tabloids I threw up my food. That's how upset you were. It made you sick? She looks down crying harder. No, I did it on purpose. You made yourself sick? Yes. I stand up walk around the bed pick her up. I get on the bed with her laying up against me. I am mad at you because you didn't talk to me you. You didn't take care of my baby. I'm sorry Oli don't hate me please. Never, I would never. You need to learn to trust me though. I will try Oli. Now I want you to have a session with Harmony tomorrow and from now on twice a week till she says you can go back to one day a week. I will when can I go home? Tomorrow I will be staying with you tonight the doctor is going to come talk to you. Will you stay? Yes. Ok. She rests a little bit. Then the doctor comes in to check on her. Doc: Alright young lady you are on a dangerous road. I want to ask you something and be honest with me. Do you want kids one day? Yes I do. Well if you keep starving yourself you may not be healthy enough to have children. You are pulling nutrients from yourself when you starve yourself. Especially if you want to be a mother some day or just want to live life. You were in a very dangerous state and could cost yourself your life. You were extremely dehydrated. I hope this will encourage you to get help. I will Doc thank you. Alright young lady gets some rest. You too young sir. You know you scared this young man very badly. See you in the morning.

June

I turn to face Oli, I scared you? Yeah, I broke down and had to get calm before driving. I'm sorry Oli. I want to kiss you. I know babygirl but we can't. He kisses head. I want to be healthy. I want you to be healthy. June, I want to have kids with you one day. Please take care of my future.

I will be more careful from now on and do therapy as intense as Harmony suggests. I promise to try not to jump to conclusions. I promise to talk to you when I'm struggling but only if you treat me like a real partner and also talk to me. Babygirl I promise. Alright I will also ask Harmony about helping me with relationship stuff too. That sounds good. Now sweetheart time for sleep. I turn and scowl at him.

Oli

Why are you scowling at me? Well stop being aggravated with me. I'm not and why would you think that? Well when Hudson is upset at Zoe but wants her to know he loves her he calls her sweetheart. I throw my head back and laugh. I didn't mean it that way at all. Are you sure? Yes babygirl. I kiss her head now sleep. Night Oli. Night babygirl. I wake up the next morning and help her go through the discharge process. I take her home. I stay with her for the next four days. Soon it's time for her to gwt back to school. She'll be done in December before break. Hey babygirl I have to leave and go back to the main office there's a problem that needs to be dealt with. I will call and text you ok. Oli, I wish you could stay I know babygirl. I'll see you soon I promise. Alright by Oli. Please don't cry baby. Sniffling: ok I will try bye. As I walk away I hate it everything about leaving especially after what happened. Although my client went after the media for the gossip that almoat ended a relationship of her "friend and his girlfriend" and asked for privacy. They backed off. I still hate she was treated that way. She had two sessions with Harmony before I left. I wantrd to be back in a couple days but it took longer.

June

Oli misses me and I him. I would go surprise him but I can't until schools done. I haven't told anyone but my parents if they approve it at the college I will be joining in January when school starts. I want to surprise my Oli and my family. I have a huge gesture, a grand plan if you will. For now I just have to finish well and I will know by Christmas. Then after Oli leaves to go back to North Carolina. I'll be driving up too. I'll show up at his office and tell him I there to stay.

It's been three weeks and I miss Oli so much. I have been doing therapy four times a week. It's been helpful. I'm at the end of my day at school only one class left. All of a sudden I hear gasps and chatter about a reaĺy hot guy. I turn around and the crowd seems to part. Then I see him I drop all my books and run and jump on him. The flowers he's holding drop and he kisses my cheek and nuzzles me. He looks down at me. Baby I'm glad you had a big surprise but you gotta stop jumping on me in dresses. I look down and turn red he helps me get down without flashing anyone. He picks up my flowers and walk to get my books. This was such a surprise. My baby was sad again so I had to come see her. School was over Nd we walked out together.