Chapter 40: Lost for Words Victoria Abbel's Point of View Para akong binubuhusan ng isang timbang malamig na tubig dahil sa kanyang sinabi. "Oh God," I whimpered. Still processing what he've told me. Trevor stood in front of me with a serious face. "But, why now?" If he's talking to me in my teenage self, I should have been on cloud nine. I've been waiting for him to tell me this for all these years. Dapat masaya ako, diba? Back then, I always imagine how would I react when Trevor asked me to be his girlfriend. I even practiced in front of the mirror how will I answer. There are a lot of phrases that I practiced saying. Some includes: "Of course! I want to be your girlfriend!" Then I'll towards him in slow motion and he will lift me in the air and kiss me on my lips. "You don't have

