Thinking before leaping was something I needed to learn. Maybe when I get to London, I will take lessons on that, but for now, I have leaped without thinking about it.
Don't get me wrong, I don't regret my choice of helping Miller, but after giving it so much thought, I weighed the advantages and disadvantages of leaving and the disadvantages weighed heavily on me.
Leaving New York City simply means I would leave the bakery shop behind. What's the essence of getting married to Miller if I was going to leave the reason behind? Aside from the bakery shop, I would have to leave my best friend, Winnie.
Leaving New York City wouldn't be the end of our friendship, but the thought of living far away from her was terrifying, and I wasn't ready for it.
I have a life in New York City, even i
