Undone

been pregnant

When her mom and dad found out that she was pregnant they where disappointed and hurt, her dad wouldn't even look at her the same way he used. Mia had let down the only man who truly loved her and adored her, she let down her father. Her mom wouldn't talk to her but was there for her and helped out when she needed to. She would go for her monthly check ups and all.

During Mia's pregnancy her mom made her attend her last year of school till her was almost 5 to 6 months. Her friends she trusted and shared this with, some kept it to themselves and helped and encouraged her and others made fan of her and spread rumors about her, that she didn't have a single partner and slept around with every male and she didn't know who the father of her child was. It made her feel bad and depressed her more she was going to bring a child into this world and she had her bad past child child around her, following here everywhere she went.

The father of the child believed the rumors he heard without even giving her a chance to explain and let him know the child was his. He believed the stories and considering that she had kept her distance from him after there first time they got together in an intimate way. He wanted nothing to do with the child and offered her a choice to help her abopt the child... which she turned down.

She turned to studying and continued living her life and minding her business , her only trusted friend Hope, at that time helped her get through the hard times and kept pushing her to stay strong, when she couldn't go to school anymore Hope would bring her books and help her study as they where to write there grade 12 exams that year.

The day her child was born, it happened that her labour started the day before but her been young and naive, she didn't know what was happening, she just thought she had to much fuild hence the constant peeing when her water broke. Her mom noticed that Mia kept going to the bathroom and asked her how she was feeling and if she was feeling okay. She told her mom what happened the pervious day and she was rushed to the hospital and that she kept feeling pain now and then, the pain would come and go, what she did not know is that her contractions hard started she was 8 months into her pregnancy so the baby was coming a month earlier then expected. She was scared and worried that she must have done something to cause the baby to be born a month earlier..

At the hospital it was crazy she was the youngest in the maternity ward, and the contractions had started to prolong and come every a while, the pain was new and really painful . She cried and at some point asked the midwife for some pain killers , here she was at the age of 19 going to be a single mom.

On the 14th of June that year she brought into the world a baby boy. The most beautiful being she had ever since after many hours of pain and pushing a living thing out of her, her child was born a month earlier then expected but wasn't premature, he weighed over the normal birth weight.

She cried so much after she delivered her baby, she was finally happy after all her attempts to have a miscarriage. The baby she so much wanted out her had finally come out. To her shock she fall in love with the little boy once she was handed the baby so she could hold him for the first time I'm her hands. She checked his little fingers and toes on his feet to make sure everything was in place. She could how beautiful that little boy in her hand was. She cried because of everything she did and happy that God gave her the opportunity and chance to experience love not for herself but for her child.

He was adorable she named him Jeremaih, he was beautiful and she felt so much love for him and she wanted nothing more then the best she could give to him. She promised him she would change and be a better person for him. The child made her feels something for the first time in a long time she started to love herself, all the hate she felt she wanted to let go so she could love her child. she couldn't love the child without loving herself first. Jeremaih was her source of joy and happiness.