Zane's POV
I was down to days left of my life. Everyone thought I was asleep, but I wasn't, I just didn't have the strength to open my eyes or even say anything. It all happened so fast, and I was pissed. As much as I said I was ready and had accepted the fact that I was going to die I wasn't ready, not at all.
I had spent so much time with Arabella in my dreams. She was there every time I fell asleep. I was even weak in my dreams. We mostly just laid in her rose garden together. We didn't speak much, and I regret that. I had so many things I wanted to tell her but now it was too hard and took too much energy. I wanted to tell her how I thought she was the most beautiful woman ever, and that her smile lights up a room but her laugh is contagious and how I love it when she lays her head o
