Zane's POV
I turned from Celia's room feeling so guilty about what I did. I told her the one thing I expected from her was faithfulness and I told her she would have mine and I blew that in an instant when Izzy made me feel wanted and needed. This whole situation is messed up and I don't know what to do anymore.
I knew I couldn't trust her, but I shouldn't have done what I did. I went downstairs looking for Jay. I found him out on the training field teaching a class. I took a seat on the bench that was out there and just watched. I missed it. I missed training like that and being able to shift and just every other thing anyone else can do.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" Jay asked as he came and sat down while everyone else continued to practice their defensive moves.
"I was hoping to
