Chapter 8
Julia
“I love you Julia, I’m in love with you.” Yeah, I heard it correctly. Ryan loves me. I felt my heart bursting with need for him, I needed him to know how I felt about him, how much I had been needing him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, slowly pulling his head down to meet mine. I was only an inch away from his lips. My stomach filled with butterflies, overwhelming me with lust and desire. I needed this. “Kiss me” I breathed. His lips crashed down on to mine, as cliché as it was, I felt everything fall into place. They say that when you meet the one made for you, you felt it in the first kiss. I really could feel it. Everything washed away, every thought, every feeling, just vanished. There was nothing else but this kiss. It was perfect. We carried on kissing, slowly, tasting each other. His kisses were perfect. I could feel the butterflies were now doing backflips and somersaults.
We were so lost in the kiss that we forgot we were on the street. “Woooooohooooooo!! f*****g get some man!” Some guys ran past, catcalling. We broke apart and looked to where the noise was coming from. They were all drunk and laughing, I decided to ignore them. We waited for them to disappear before he came back in to continue. “Hold on.” I stopped him. I could see the disappointment wave across his face. He had told me something just before I kissed him, and now it was my turn to tell him I how I felt. “No, not that, I’m not regretting it. I just wanted to tell you that I’m in love with you too.” I didn’t get to say anymore. He wrapped his arms around me and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, our lips connecting again, coming together like magnets. I loved him. I really did. I had done for a while, probably since we first met. “I know it’s too early, and you’re probably not ready for this to go any further yet, but I want to take you back home. Do you want me to come back with you?” He asked, pulling his lips away from hers by only centimeters. “Yes, take me home Ryan.” I purred.
We fell through the door a little later. I had to stop and text Emmy to make sure she was ok. She had met some guy who she had a crush on, and they had hooked up. She wanted our place. “Sorry, I just got back with Ryan. We kissed.” I texted back. Only seconds later, her reply came back. “OMG! Finally! U hav the place, I’ll go back 2 his. Deets tmrw! Lv u!” I laughed as I powered my cell off. “She’s ok, she’s going to stay with her guy.” I walked to him, needing his lips on mine again. He wrapped me up in his arms, lifting me off the ground, recreating our kiss from earlier. “Bedroom?” He asked. I nodded quickly as I pulled him back into me. He walked through the dorm until he got to my room, he turned the handle and we fell in. We were able to make it to my bed before he reached down to the hem of my top. His fingers lingered around the edge of my top, playing with me, teasing me. He slipped his hand under, and stroked my stomach, his hands sliding closer and closer to my breast. I pulled away from him and grabbed the bottom of my halter neck to lift it over my head; but he stopped me. “Patience baby. I’ve been waiting a long time for this. I’m taking my sweet time with you.” He said, between kisses. I let go of my top and wrapped my arms around his waist, sliding my hands down to his perfect ass. He groaned, lifting my top up, and pulling it over my head, then wrapped his arms round my back to undo my bra clasp. He pulled my bra away, revealing my breasts. I liked my breasts, they were big, but not too big, and they still pointed up. My mom used to joke about what happened to hers after she had Jake.
Ryan moved away from my lips and started kissing my neck. His kisses slid down my throat to my collarbone, he kissed me there for a few minutes until I started growling with frustration. I needed him to go further. He laughed; but carried on going down to my breast. He took my left breast in his mouth and swirled his tongue around my n****e. “Oh my God” I gasped. It felt incredible. He bought his hand up to my right breast and rolled my n****e between his finger and thumb. My panties were so damp, I needed him now. “Now Ryan, I need you inside me, now.” I panted. He lay me down gently on the bed. “Whatever you need baby.” He smiled teasingly. “He reached down and unfastened my jeans, before sliding them slowly down my legs. I was lying there in just a black thong. “f**k!” he said, staring down at me. “This is feeling very one-sided” I joked. “Let’s get you caught up.” I said, trying to be sultry but probably failing, I was never good with anything like that.
“I’ve not slept with anyone in while” he confessed, looking unsure of himself. It was the first time I ever saw him as anything but confident. “Me neither.” He looked up with a look of surprise on his face “you didn’t f**k Riley?” “No, it never felt right.” He looked happy with my answer. “It does with me?” He asked, his face revealing a vulnerable side to him that I hadn’t seen before. I had seen a lot of looks on his face, anger, lust, happiness, but never vulnerability. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him down to kiss me. “This feels perfect.” I whispered softly against his lips. He crashed his lips down to mine as he lifted me up against his body, so I was straddling him. He reached behind his neck and pulled his t-shirt over his head. God his body was delicious. I wanted to lick it! A laugh burst out from me as I wondered where that thought had come from. He froze. “What?” He asked, concerned. “Sorry, I just thought of something that made me laugh.” “Would you like to share with the group?” He asked, a smirk forming on his face. “Not particularly” I smiled back. “Ok then, I’ll stop until you decide to tell me!” He said, lifting me up and putting me on the side of him. “No! Fine, I’ll tell you… I saw your body and I thought it looked delicious and I wanted to lick it.” I said, blushing at my confession. He laughed as he unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down his legs, revealing his massive erection tented under his boxers, begging to be freed. I slid my hands under his boxers, wrapping my hand around his wide length. He groaned as I started stroking his length. “f**k” he gasped. I pulled his c**k out from his boxers as he pushed them down his legs. A bead of c*m gathered at the tip. I leant forward and lapped it up with my tongue. “f**k!” he hissed. “Keep doing that baby and this will be over a lot sooner than it should be” He grabbed my hand and pulled it away from him. He lay me down on the bed, running his hands up my legs, past my thighs and to my soaked thong. He moved it aside, and licked from my center, right up to my c**t, making me cry out in ecstasy. He kept licking and sucking at my c**t as my body shook. I was so close! I could feel it building up in my stomach. “Use your fingers!” I gasped. He entered me with one push, two fingers curling up inside me, stroking my g-spot. I cried out as my orgasm overtook me. “I f*****g love your cunt” he said, crassly. Usually I hated that word, but right now, I wouldn’t have cared if he just told me that he was a Queen of Belgium. I was gone. Melted into puddles on my bed. I sighed softly as sleep threatened. “Oh no, we’re not finished yet baby.” He laughed. He grabbed his jeans and pulled his wallet out. “Condom.” He clarified as I watched him hunting around. “Ah!” he called, finding the magnum wrapper. I watched as he ripped the packet open, pulling out the condom. He sheathed himself with it, crawling closer, up my bed, before he landed between my spread legs. He leant down, taking my lips again in a hungry kiss, as he guided himself into me. “Ah!” I cried out, as he pushed his full length in to me. He stayed still for a minute, waiting for me to adjust to his size. He started pulling out, before pushing back in. God that felt so good. I moaned. I lifted my legs and wrapped them round his body so I could feel him deeper inside me. He grabbed my legs and put them on his shoulders, almost bending me in half as he f****d me. Jesus, Mary and Joseph, I had never felt so much inside me before. It felt incredible. There weren’t enough words in the Oxford English Dictionary to describe how I was feeling. Love, lust, need. It all overwhelmed me, sending me into my second orgasm. He followed just after, his orgasm crashing through him, making him shudder as he found his release. He stayed still, lying to the side of me, his arm over my chest, the other supporting him. “f**k baby, that was amazing.” He said, kissing me again. I sighed happily as I snuggled closer to him. He was right, that was amazing. He sighed as he sat up. “Where are you going?” I asked, panic spilling from my mouth at the thought that he was leaving me. “Bathroom babe, I’ve got to get rid of this” he explained, pointing to the full condom. “Oh, ok.” I said, lying back down. He got back into the bedroom a minute later. He pulled the covers down and climbed in next to me. He pulled me close to him, kissing my shoulder. “I don’t want you seeing anyone else, just me ok baby?” He said “Yes, same goes though, no seeing anyone else.” He kissed my shoulder again. “I’ve not been interested in another woman since we met.” He clarified. “You’re it for me. There will be no other girl that ever comes close to you.” He finished. “Go to sleep baby, I’ll see you in the morning. I love you.” “Goodnight, I love you too.” I closed my eyes, drifting off into the best sleep I have ever had.
We woke up a few more times through the night to have s*x. I had never felt this kinda connection with someone after one night, but here we are. I wanted to marry this man. We stayed in bed the next morning, neither of us could have s*x again, so we talked. He told me about his last relationship, that it wasn’t really a relationship. “I was 15 and it was with a girl I knew growing up. She was 16. I knew she liked me, she was always hanging on to me, trying to kiss me, all that s**t. I wasn’t really that interested in her, but one night, she told me she wanted to have s*x with me. Who was I to turn it down?” I laughed. “How many girls since?” “Just two.” I nodded. “how about you?” He asked. “I slept with my boyfriend before we came off to college. We had been together for a year, but we were going off to different states for college. We talked about it and decided we trusted each other enough and we would rather be each other’s first time, before we headed off. That was it really, we had s*x once, then broke up the next day. I left for college the day after. We’re friends on f*******: but we haven’t spoken since we broke up.” I nodded. “So, you’ve had s*x only once?” I nodded. “Good, I love that you’re so unexperienced. We get to learn what we like, together.
***Authors note***
Yes!!!!!! Do we think that that’s it now? They have both confessed their feelings to each other….
Is it really going to be that easy for them?
Let me know what you think!
xoxo