“In truth, while I enjoyed it, it bothered me. Even though I looked at this thing through another set of eyes, I came to realize how deeply I had hurt James.”
Andre met my gaze. “I understand. But I want you to know I’m not ashamed of being with you. I got over that.”
“And I felt no shame in taking you, but that was not the real problem for either of us.”
Andre reddened. “No. The problem was Bella. You know, knowing how she’d feel about it if she found out. I guess I understand what you’re saying about the major.” He dropped his gaze a moment before regarding me soberly. “I will miss you…that way. I have never said this aloud—or even permitted myself to think it—but I love you, Otter.”
“No, you have grown fond of me, as I have you. If I left the farm, as was expected, nothing would hav
