Her Marriage And Erectile Dysfunction.

He Was So Romantic.

Ever since that night, Mr. Toheeb wouldn't let me rest. He must call, text, and chat me up on w******p, just to know how I was faring.

Sir, you are our family medical assistant and you know we bestow our trust in you. So have my words, I can't lie to you, sir.

Me. Toheeb came to my life when within me, I knew I needed a man around me and also, at the time, when my friends, coworkers, parents, and made VIC are constantly asking me when to introduce my boyfriend to them. as time is no longer on my side, but not just a man anyway, is a true confider and lover. A partner like I said earlier, would play the part of a parent and siblings.

Mr. Toheeb is along the line more than convincing but I wasn't ready to reciprocate to avoid all the avoidables.

One night, Mr. Toheeb after we have spoken on phone for about thrice, I was in my apartment watching a movie when my mobile phone beeped. I checked and it was a w******p message from him. Here it goes;

The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

If Ever You Need Me

If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. I am here for you!

I was lost, dumbfounded, and don't even know how to reply to him back, and at a point in time, I begin to confirm that Mr. Toheeb had more than I ever wished for and he was just almost too much for me to cope with.

I picked my phone again and typed thank you so much, sir, I do appreciate sir.

Can I call you? He sent it again on w******p. But I didn't reply, as it was getting beyond my capacity and no one to relate it with, considering his relationship with Deputy MD (Madam Vic). Just before I realize it again, he called.

Hello sir, thank you for all the messages and your kindness sir. I appreciate you, sir.

Fareedah, sir! I love you so much, I mean so much... He said.

Ok, sir. Thank you, sir.

See fareedah, I understand every bit of how you are feeling about the whole thing but you know what, are you aware that you deserve more?

No sir, I don't. I quickly reply.

Please relax and be fine. I just wish you know you deserve more than my child's play.

I don't think so, sir.

It is ok. It is ok. Can I ask you something?

No problem sir.

How many times were you jilted before?

No one sir. I never fell in love with any man before sir.

Ok. What exactly about me do you hate most or that got you scared the most?

I don't hate sir. I forbid it, sir.

Can I come over to your place tomorrow after your closing hour?

No problem sir.

Ok, see you tomorrow.

Ok sir, good night sir.

Bye.

The word Love, Love is something we all can enjoy, It is something we all can share, Only with that special someone, Who we all care about. But why are we scared of it? I don't know why, But if I wasn't, I would tell you every time, Rain or shine, Every time we're apart I nearly cry, Because this love inside of me is strong, There are no boundaries that it can hide, I want to scream it out, But I'm too shy, So I wait and watch wishing, That I dared to tell you, How much I feel inside. MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER DIE. This is to that special someone. I Love You. That is what I saw on my w******p again from him in the morning when I woke up, and when I checked the time it arrived on my phone, it was few minutes to 4 am. when did he sleep was the first thing that came to my mind and thus, I was left in a confused mode as usual, but at the end of my brief thoughts about him, I was not still convinced that I deserve Mr. Toheeb nor his kindness. Because e apart from the fact that he is every woman's dream, he was also exposed, so why me?

Anyways, we are still at it, I said to myself quietly and quickly stood up to go and prepare for my office. Meanwhile, I have decided to be observing and watching madam Vic very closely, to know if she is aware of what her friend is doing to me and I no longer get closer to her again like before, but unnoticeable, if you are not careful enough. I was just using my office work as an excuse.