It’s quiet. Too quiet. It’s been a while since I have heard quiet like this. Or should I say, not heard quiet like this?
Fuck. My mind is so groggy and slow. Probably from the lack of sleep. Lack of sleep and the constant feeding around the f*****g clock. I’m nothing but food now. That’s why these kids made me so hungry the entire time I was carrying them. They were fattening me up for the slaughter. They were storing up the fuel I would need to be their personal cow once they decided to vacate the premises.
That was a nightmarish night. I had 2 or 3 weeks left until the doctor said I should start expecting my body to be ready for labor. The man had his f*****g fingers all up in my uterus just that morning, and told me confidently that even though I felt like a f*****g house, it wasn’t
