Self Exploration

The Coming out

Self exploration is like an explosion of thoughts producing honey gradually running down your spine .Your brain sends you amplified signals. Your spirit is carried away by curiosity.

" Who am i ?" .Is the question that runs into your brain endlessly. Terror overcomes you due to your weaknesses , and innermost pleasure during strength demonstration and your " What i do best."

I closed my eyes, and my heart was overwhelmed with emotions. My eyes were welled with some salty jus . My soul sang its music, and I listened to its melody.

My neurons sent me some nostalgic images, which made my heart skip a bit . Weird sensations ran into my body , and a strange freezing air blanket shrouded my body, giving me goose pimples. I placed my hand on my heart, and it sang me a lullaby.

"What about full potential ?". My brain went on wild on the question, and all forms of scenarios pop into my brain. I saw a tree from a far and time speeding up , I saw it growing and shading away old leaves, then new and larger ones growing as time flew.

I sat beneath it, and it hugged me, and it told me, " reaching full potential is a journey of little changes and efforts ". I curled into its arms and it brought me closer to its skin , its skin itself told its story , the story of life which required pain . I pressed myself against its body and the pain it exhaled brought me to my knees.

My soul wept but the pain was worth it , no pain, no green leaves. I hugged the tree once more and left.